Made in Ecuador

I have to get this off my chest, before I gouge my eyes out or shoot myself in the face- I hate living/being around my older brother. He is the biggest asshole in the world and I do not understand what I did/do to deserve to be treated the way I am around him. Before last night and this afternoon I would have said that my brother and I have an awkward relationship, which is normal since we’re from different generations, we grew up in different cultures and we have opposite personalities. But now I believe he enjoys, just plain eats up either embarrassing, humiliating, and/or making fun of me. I’ve had enough and the thing that kills me the most is that I have to be nice to him, because he’s my brother, and he’s a boy and that’s how brothers act with sisters. Really? They’re suppose to be assholes? I’m also starting to believe he hates me or I did something that really pissed me off so I’m going to pay for it until I’m 50. Write more later.