Made in Ecuador

I thought I published but didn’t :S I’m still getting used to this whole blogging thing….

So I have to go to work in a couple of minutes and I don’t wanna.  That scary thing is that this feeling is only going to get worse as the days get sunnier and this school term is over.  Don’t get me wrong I enjoy the work that I do.  For those are thinking where does she work? Well I work as an Instructional Assistant in a Spanish GED class.  What a mouthful.  It’s not that I think it’s pointless or useless for my career.  I’m not the kind of person who puts a lot of emphasis on a “right” way to do things.  For example: I’m studying environmental economics, therefore, I should intern at EPA or BLM etc and get a fancy desk job at the 40th floor of a building. (shudder) I’ve decided a long time ago that I was not going to be a cookie cut version of a successful person.

If my current job is fulfilling, then why do I dread going? I hate working in the afternoons.  I didn’t really take into account how much I love my afternoons and early evenings to work out, walk around downtown corvallis or just have personal me time.  Now with this time alloted to working I have only one hour at night to do this.  I realize that if this is my greatest problem, than I am very blessed.  That’s not the point.  The point is that I miss my afternoons, I miss that personal time.  AND I dread becoming an adult. I’ll talk more about that later, since I must head to work.